Alive and Awkward

Cherish the people who knows and understands you completely. Those who get how you feel and accept you for who you are. Because in the event that you lose yourself, they are the ones who knows how to find you.

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Exactly what I need. Only a little too late.
I wish I can be happy now but with all these stuff going on in my head. All the bad things that happened. My failures, regrets and false hopes. Happiness might be so far out of my reach this moment.
I just hope that whatever happens, I can have someone to share the hardships with. I know that is being selfish to its highest form but I cannot face any more challenges alone.

God, please, if what happened is already unchangeable, please just give me a hand that I can hold through another journey that I’ll be facing. I cannot do it alone. Please send someone, send me an angel to be with me. I need You now. Please be with me.

Forgive me for making a negative caption which is indeed inappropriate to such inspiring photo post. I’ll just wish that whoever reads this will focus on the message of the photo and will understand that I really need to spill out my emotions here. In this very photo that contradicts my current situation.
Because after all, I can’t be lonely forever and I’ll start my happy living by releasing the negative thoughts while holding on to the positive ones.


Exactly what I need. Only a little too late.


I wish I can be happy now but with all these stuff going on in my head. All the bad things that happened. My failures, regrets and false hopes. Happiness might be so far out of my reach this moment.

I just hope that whatever happens, I can have someone to share the hardships with. I know that is being selfish to its highest form but I cannot face any more challenges alone.

God, please, if what happened is already unchangeable, please just give me a hand that I can hold through another journey that I’ll be facing. I cannot do it alone. Please send someone, send me an angel to be with me. I need You now. Please be with me.


Forgive me for making a negative caption which is indeed inappropriate to such inspiring photo post. I’ll just wish that whoever reads this will focus on the message of the photo and will understand that I really need to spill out my emotions here. In this very photo that contradicts my current situation.

Because after all, I can’t be lonely forever and I’ll start my happy living by releasing the negative thoughts while holding on to the positive ones.

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More paper please

My heart has been to writing since grade school days. When my sister who is then on high school writes poems and stories which she compiles on a neatly designed notebook. And everyday, when she’s at school, I will read her works and I’ll just see myself writing my own poems.

My first official article came out on our school organ. I wrote a poem and it was luckily chosen by our newspaper adviser. Every year, grade six pupils are chosen to participate in journalism contests. I never thought of joining the club but my sister’s works and my published poem gave me the inspiration to try it out. And so I wrote

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Green

Amid the backfilled soil, scattered gravel, rusting twisted metals and my father’s other construction materials at the back of our house near the toilet room, I spotted something green. It stood out among the dull colored stuff that surrounded it as if making an appeal for people to notice it. That it’s there. I moved closely to have a clearer look and confirmed that it is a small plant, the ray of sun that peaks through the roofs of our home gives it an effect of purity and freshness, making it more inappropriate for the place that it is rooted.

It gives me a thought. Should I pluck and plant it somewhere else? We have a garden outside and it’ll fit there more. But of course, that’s just a thought. Laziness kept me from retrieving the bud and placing it in a more accurate place. Besides, it actually is a good thing that even

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Maybe I’m dreaming

*Oh I love how I use Adam’s works into something not actually related to him*


As far as I can remember, I am just a part-time blogger but for the past few days, I have devoted my time for blogging that I have made almost 10+ posts in a day. You wouldn’t believe it because I am not referring to this blog. :D 

Anyways, about this blog being left behind, I know it’s not a good thing but just like what I’ve said before, I am still thinking of what kind of posts to put in here. And while I’m thinking, I do my earning on the other blog.

I am just surprised to see that after Google updated the page ranks, abegaillayosa.com got a page rank 2 all the way from zero overpowering http://princessdiaries.info which lowered down to PR1 from PR2. I wonder if Google doesn’t like my posts so they chose to put a lower rank on the blog that I update more often? Haha!

Yet I am thankful that my blogs still have page ranks. Besides, I treasure my readers most. Thanks everyone! :)

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Happy Birthday HoshiGirl!

It’s so thrilling to know that just as I started blogging again, a tweet sent me such a delightful link that is too good to ignore. I am talking about Ms. Gel’s birthday giveaway.

The young lady will celebrate her birthday this coming May 25 and instead of askign for gifts, she is the one who will be giving some away and so the HBD, HoshiGirl! ~ A Birthday Giveaway is created.

You wouldn’t believe the $150 worth of prizes to be given away so why fret? Join now and be one of the lucky winners who will be as happy as the celebrant herself on May 25.

P.S.

It won’t hurt to put me as your referrer, right? Thanks!

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Back to blogging, I guess?

I know all of you might have forgotten that a blog URL-ed alive-and-awkward actually exists and I am here to let you remember it. Or at least those who are able to get a glance on — and scroll past — this post in their dashboards.

Why the sudden comeback then? Now that I only go online on Friday nights and if I’m lucky, during Saturdays.

Maybe because I’ve had now what I’ve been trying to achieve since the day I started ending my blogging. Inspiration. Everybody knows how hard it is to work without inspiration and experiencing that lead me to leaving this and some of my blogs on hiatus.

Well, we can talk about what inspired me in a separate post so let’s just let this be a welcome back post and at the same time, a way to let you know that alive-and-awkward exists.

HI!

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februarynineteen:

mothernaturenetwork:

This butterfly with transparent wings has a Spanish name, “espejitos,” which means “little mirrors.” If it wasn’t for the opaque outline around the wings, the average observer might not see one perched on a leaf or flower. Check out more amazing transparent animals.

The world is amazing.


februarynineteen:

mothernaturenetwork:

This butterfly with transparent wings has a Spanish name, “espejitos,” which means “little mirrors.” If it wasn’t for the opaque outline around the wings, the average observer might not see one perched on a leaf or flower. Check out more amazing transparent animals.

The world is amazing.

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Moved.

Hello! You might get surprise by this sudden post by such an inactive blogger. Well, the reason behind my long absence is not that I bid blogging goodbye but I really am still running so many blogs that I cannot update all of them at once.

I am still deciding on what category this blog will have that’s why I am not updating it that often yet. I don’t want the domain to be put into waste so this blog must have fruitful posts which as of this moment are nowhere near my imagination yet.

While this blog is on hiatus, I made a personal blog which serves as my personal/Tagalog blog. I am more active there since I can post whatever I like in that blog. I hope I can still meet you there. Here’s the link: http://abegaily.tumblr.com/ 

I sent Tumblr Asks to some people telling them that I already moved to another Tumblog but they don’t seem to notice it that’s why I am writing this now.

See you!

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